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Jatiluwih, Tabanan Regency, Bali, Indonesia
5 DAYS
true self rising is a 5 day immersion for the woman who looks fine on the outside but feels like she is slowly disappearing on the inside. the woman who shows up for everyone else but cannot remember the last time she showed up for herself in a way that felt true. the woman who keeps searching for answers in men, work, achievement, people pleasing and silence, yet still feels unseen and unsupported. you are not alone. i have been there and it is the reason true self rising exists.
this immersion takes you out of the life that keeps dimming you and brings you back into the woman you were before the self doubt, the shrinking, the stories, and the expectations that never felt like yours. set deep in the humble mountains of bali, surrounded by rainforest and gardens growing in natural harmony, this is a steady, grounded space where real inner work meets real support.
each day invites you into honest, stable, practical reflection. no masks. no roles. no good girl expectations. you will be guided with care, seen without judgement, and held without being fixed because you are not broken. the land, the pace, the practices and the conversations help you meet the parts of yourself you have pushed down for years, the parts aching to be acknowledged.
the shifts happen quietly. in the stillness. in the warmth. in the jungle birds calling at sunrise. in the river moving below your feet. in the moment you see your own worth clearly, maybe for the first time in your life. this journey helps you come home to yourself in a way that feels safe, human and long overdue.
you will return clearer, braver and more connected to your own goodness, your magic and your worth. not a new version, but the woman you were born to be rising again.
come and meet her.
we begin with a traditional balinese welcome ceremony held at the estate. it is a cultural honouring offered with warmth, respect, and genuine hospitality. this ceremony acknowledges the land we are on, the people who hold it, and the beginning of your true self rising journey. it is a meaningful moment of connection and gratitude and a genuine welcome into a space that will hold your transformation. it sets the tone for the days ahead and marks the shift from the life you walked out of to the one you are stepping into.
meals are prepared with intention by the estate’s kitchen team using ingredients grown on the land around you. farm to plate dishes, fresh fruit each morning, warm simple food. everything is designed to support your body through the emotional work you are doing. you do not have to plan or choose or organise a thing. you simply sit, breathe, and receive what is placed gently in front of you.
you will take a guided walk to the waterfall, feeling the hum of the jungle, hearing the water, and letting the land hold you in a way that feels both ancient and deeply human. this experience reconnects you to something bigger than the stress or pressure you walked in with. it is simple, grounding, and incredibly healing without trying to be.
you will forage and cook with the estate team, learning directly from people who live closely with the land. you will craft your own mala beads, creating a personal and intentional reminder to take home. something to hold onto when life gets busy or loud again. these moments connect you to yourself and to the simplicity and meaning woven through balinese life.
each day includes guided sessions and conversations that go deeper than anything you can find on the internet or inside another self help book. this is the honest work. the parts of your story you have avoided. the patterns that keep repeating. the truths you are finally ready to bring into the light. nothing is forced. nothing is rushed. you will be guided with care and steadiness and a level of support that helps you rise in your own time.
what sets batukaru apart is the woman behind it. this place exists because kentri refused to let illness define her. she turned back to the land, to natural growing, to food as medicine. over years of biodynamic farming and quiet devotion, she has tended this soil with a wild heart and a fierce tenderness.
you feel her strength in the earth under your feet. you feel her softness in every meal that comes from the gardens. you feel her care in the way the estate is held, lived in and loved. this land has been shaped by a woman who understands resilience, healing and quiet courage. and you feel that truth in every part of your stay.
a 60 minute balinese massage is included during your stay, giving your body a safe place to release what it has been holding for far too long. it is slow, grounding, and deeply restorative. for many women, this is the moment they realise just how tightly they have been living and how good it feels to let someone support them for a change.
slow moments to wander, dip, read or just float through the day at your own pace. this is your space to switch off, explore if you feel like it, or stretch out with absolutely nothing to do.
it’s the kind of quiet that feels good for your soul and reminds you how calm life can be when we simply surrender.
when you land, someone is already waiting for you. ease begins the moment your feet touch the ground.
your laundry is washed and folded before you leave. fresh fruit is waiting when you arrive. small touches appear throughout your stay. quiet acts of care that remind you that receiving is not weakness. it is necessary. for many women, this becomes one of the most healing parts of the immersion. being cared for without having to ask. being held without needing to earn it.
the first time I came here, something in me softened straight away. as I sat down, the noise inside me slowed, and the place felt… gentle. steady. kind.
there was this quiet sense of “this feels safe.” the mountain air, the stillness, the way everything moves at its own honest pace… it felt like the land was saying “you can rest now.” and I did.
that’s why this place chose me for true self rising. the land seems to understand what it is to be human… messy, tired, hopeful, rising.
and I trust it will meet you the same way it met me - softly, without asking you to be anything other than who you are when you arrive.
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